when i pop by to visit a blog, sometimes i wonder if the posts are dedicated to me.
on a side note, i feel like a baby boy who's lost his favourite blanket.
im not gonna cry. im just gonna wait. wait and wait till someone returns it to me. hopefully.
or maybe i should go and look for it. yeah. but, im afraid of leaving my cot. ):
Thursday, February 11, 2010
tell me why am i so affected?
tell me why, everytime you apologize, i die a little inside?
tell me, do you see me?
tell me, am i just thinking too much?
YES. just shut up already. WAKE UP!
jeanette says ive changed. my self-esteem has dropped by alot. im more emo now.
honestly, i wonder why.
and its as if the harder you try, the harder it gets.
history its repeating itself.
help me.