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i don't have friends.

dear you, i spilled my heart out for you to read.
handle it with care. love, me.

3/27/2005 02:43:00 pm

Do you know?

3/27/2005 01:33:00 am

Do you know what its like
To sit alone at night,
Silently screaming for help
Coz you know you’re right?

Do know what it’s like
To stare down the blade of a knife;
And know with the flick of your wrist
You could take your life?

Do you know what it’s like
To have no one care;
And if they did.
Why weren’t they there?

Do you know what it’s like
To feel the pain
Of having no one to help you see
That there is so much to gain?

Do you know what it’s like
To glare at the bathroom wall
Knowing it's the last thing you’ll see
Before you fall?

Do you know what it’s like
To feel the coldness inside,
The feeling of emptiness
With only death shall it hide?

Do you know what it’s like
To wish for suicide
And you know there would be no one
to care if you died?

Do you know what it’s like
To never see the next morning's dew
To know at your death
No one would feel for you?

Do you know what it’s like
To be lost in your own mind
Groping in the darkness
Looking for the hand you’ll never find?

Saturday, March 26, 2005

out and about

3/26/2005 10:53:00 pm

woke up early coz wanted 2 play soccer at lam soon. supposed 2 meet nick at 8.45 am. the guys playin at 9. nick called at 9 to say tt he wld come at 9.30. luckily, i juz reached e bus stop den. so i slowly made my way to jp. haiz. still ended up waiting. ass. haha. went to lam soon n saw none of e guys. they were all at sunshine place eating prata. called em back n we played 4 a while. jeremy n weijie came a little later but didnt play wif em. khamsya, me n nick went back 2 jp. i wanted 2 bup e shoes n a playstation2. in e end didnt get anytin there. oni saw melissa. haha. nick took his pic den had 10 mins to slack arnd. so we went upstairs n met her.

next up went to queensway. but nick wanted 2 change coz goin clubbing. so went to strathsmore ave instead. den on e way to queensway talked bout e usual stuff. tt ass is now in SISPEC. wtf? at queensway saw many of our friends. and haiz, my garra (dhoe la) was sold out every where. so had to settle for a total 90. cost me $100. damn. smoke break den ate at mac (again)... took a cab to golden mile. nick wanted 2 buy camp stuff. i got a couple of shirts. kinda cheap. and i needed neutral polish. but no one had any left. so walede to parco bugis. finally got one at cold storage.

got back home n tried 2 do my nus application again. dont haf my application no. shit man. how?

Friday, March 25, 2005

traniers day out

3/25/2005 11:59:00 pm

ahh... my 1st day of enjoyment since enlisting in hell. went 2 sentosa wif e inno ppl. hmm, ok, nt bad. seems tt we still form a circle wenever we talk. once a trainer, always a trainer ah. on e way there, talked wif jingyuan bout our ns life. at e beach talked summore. listened 2 e girls camp stories. sial ar, im missin out on lots of stuff man! damn.
den we played a few rounds of daidee. haha. as usual ah, i kept winnin. had an ace win oso (win wif no 1 else putting cards down) haha. they muz haf got bored. coz feli, mel, halimah, jingyuan n peieok all decided to go into e water. but i like ham abit. coz 6 mths since i last swam. dunno if can swim annot. haha, i could la... but arely. e beach dere got lots of chio bus. got a grp of ang moh girls ah, haha, playin around. den one of e girls pulled her friend's top off! haha. as expected all e heads turned. lol. e girl den ran out of e water holdin her arms up to her chest... fuyoh. haha.
den e senior trainers came. we talked a while b4 we went off wif ad. needed 2 buy a new shoe. but all e places i went to didnt sell any of e ones i wanted. haiz. so slacked arnd till midnight b4 goin back by cab wif jingyuan. damn sleepy ah. juz got home. can barely keep me eyes open.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

week 2.

3/24/2005 11:47:00 am

Sunday

Haiz. lost freedom again. sianzded. took e car 2 PA 2dy. relli had no mood 2 go back ah. stopped at e sidegate but it was closed. so had 2 walk all e way back 2 e main gate. sleep was draggy but nice. kept waking up, anticipating e alarms goin off.

Monday

Mornin trainin was surprisingly bearable. so too were e noon n afternoon pts. gonna haf 1st IPPT 2mrw. so slacked most of e day. our fi told us alot of stories and gave lots of career advice. oc-squad told us bout his experiences. bout goin undercover n stuff. got 1 story whereby he saw an indian man jump 3 floors down, landed like spider-man n den juz ran off. so my oc-squad chased him. found out tt tt guy had juz wielded a parang at officers in e flat n got shot at e thigh juz before.

most of e evenin we spent tellin ghost stories. oh yea, had an encounter wif a 'fatimah' (pontianak ah). at night fi came in n we had more laughs. douglas (e blur cock 4rm njc) got made fun as usual. fi was surprised tt he smokes, drinks n clubs). den fi talked bout e other fis. how he wanted 2 bcome e biggest motherfucker arnd tracom. but we said tt so far, kevin was e biggest one. his vulgar vocabluary was funny too.

"you don't kao-pay-kao-bu me ah. wait i kanina-bu you ah!"

Tuesday

Slack day? i dunno. since had IPPT so had no mornin n noon pt. oni had light trainin wif our fi. fun ah, like jj style pe. but tt was disrupted for some AIDS talk. haha. like i need any advice. juz accept fate ah. go all out is my motto. btw, aileen wee was part was e play. fuyoh. chio sia. or izzit coz long time nvr see girl ready?

aniway, IPPT was usual ah, failed pull-up n sbj. after dinned we slacked n polished boots. i became e boot master coz my boots were super shiny. like pvc. every1 askin me 4 advice. haha. den fi samir came in n talked 2 us. sial ah, used 2 tink he was evil too... but not anymore.

Wednesday

Had a heritage tour 2dy to e diff places of worship. so skipped mornin n noon pt. haha. fi was pissed coz we were late. so we were expectin e worse 4rm him wen we got back. but notin happenend!!

afternoon pt was damn fun. was rainin so mabbe tt was e reason. aniwayz, did a funky dance like jumping jacks. den huddled 2gater n did wave-squats. damn fun. den e effect oso nice.

whole night slacked again. this time takied bout relationships n sex.

Thursday

sick 2dy. damnit. haha. so on light duty. went 2 e toa payoh poly clinic. saw a chiobu. den tis tvc malay guy approached her. but too bad she had a bf. den saw another even more chiobu. but tis one married n has a son. sat infront of us. sial ah, she had a nice tattoo n pink g-string. later, she left behind her son's nemo doll. so e guy took it. but in e end gave it to a little girl. haha. touching.

bookin out time alpha coy had a spotcheck. coz some fuckers brought ciggarettes. basket. so went back at 8 instead.

Friday, March 18, 2005

ns

3/18/2005 08:57:00 pm

ns is a bloody fuck n fart fest. haha. by tt i mean e ppl there (esp e fi s) like 2 use fuck. den e guys juz fart as if no1 behind em. damnit. haha. saw taufik batisah tt day. hes like a total superstar. most of e ppl hate him. nt coz theyr jealous la. juz coz he is in e band but he cannot simg coz hes under contract. so cannot do much but slack. ass. haha. wat a life

ns boi

3/18/2005 07:49:00 pm

first week of ptp is over liao. overall, it was exactly wat i had expected it 2 b. hahaz. damnit. still got 2 weeks to go before bmt. den e real fun starts. so far, its been pt (physical training) mornin, afternoon n night.

Tuesday 15 March

freedom has been lost. literally. they took my IC at e registration. ok, so i finally met my squad mates. btw, im in squad 11 of alpha coy. its an sc-oct squad- sorta elite ah. got 28 guys. less den 1/2 are chinese... e rest r malay, indian n a paki. all r either 'a' lvl or poly diploa holders. most look damn fit. but juz fail by a bit. like khamsya ah. den theres dis guy named muhammad. he failed sit n reach. den come 2 ptp jjuz 2 find out tt ns no need 2 do sit n reach. wah. sia suay!

e rest of e 119th intake is ite ppl. ok ah, nt bad e 1st day... kena punish 3 times. no sightings of ghosts. was kinda sad coz im botak now. mangkok actually. but wth la. ugly! haha. e barber had a problem n took a long to cut it.

... so e best part of e day was probably e sleep. haiz. 1 day down, lots more to go

Wednesday 16 March

trainin proper. need some gettin use to. 1st bunk inspection. kena do 100 push-ups as punishment. coz got 5 dust specs on e floor! kaoz. but e day was ok... coz got our uniforms n stuff. had 2 create a human chain 2 deliver e goods. was neverending sia.

so we slacked most of e time. tt was e best part. damn fun. food still needs some gettin used 2. erratic ar, sometines nice but sometimes its yucky. 2nd day wif stomache ache.

Thursday 17 March

one more day to go b4 booking out! 1st day of full on trainin. ok ah. crunches, jumping jacks, pushups, joggin on e spot, leg raise. joggin on e spot was e killer. damn man, hope ptp is over fast ah.

ok, our FI (raj- he's a indian-chinese ns man tt looks like a gurkha) proved tt he is dr jerkyle mr hyde. durin trainin damn fierce. as he puts it, hes e biggest mother fucker in tracom. but off it he is damn nice. 2dy took us on a tour of tracom. showed us e ol medical clinic. supposed 2 b e 'dirtiest' place. well, i saw smtin. den e guys herd sometin. haha. worse still, i say a bat circlin a tree. well, only 1ce... we turned back. after tt he told us bout himself more. said tt he was wif e gurkhas 4 a mth. their trainin damn tough. 3 ippt (napfa test) a day! den got 2 jog 4rm tracom 2 macritcie (18km) almost everyday! haha. sleep tt night was sucky. y? coz damn itchy. den keep seein smtin pacin e bunk.

Friday 18 March

finally, 1 week down! trainin intensity increased to 25%! imagine tt. already tough ah. damn. finally met out oc. hes damn nice. went 4 prayer. damn tired so slept durin e sermon. final pt was extra sadistic. 1st time i cldnt keep myself up wen doin e push ups. haiz. body gonna ache durin e weekend. finally saw ahmad 2dy. den saw hanan oso. he doin ob.

tensions among e boys is hot. almost had a fight b4 e final bunk inspection. ali (e pakistani) was as usual damn blur. irritating ah, but i guess he was tryin 2 help. but he pissed off yunus. so e rest had 2 hold em back.

booked out immidiately went to toa payoh. my bag damn heavy. wanted 2 take a cab but damn suay, no cabs on my side of e road. e empty ones tt did come along didnt stop. so in e end me n khamsya took e train. haha. long time since i saw so many 'diverse' ppl.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

the grim reaper

3/15/2005 12:18:00 am

All the struggles in life seem to be lost in vain,
"Useless, all useless,"
I continue to cry;
Remembering the days when I was once human.

Separated from my love,
I am a casuality of war,
Blown apart on the battlefield,
As I watched friends die on the frontlines.

The sound of machine gun fire,
Was the last thing I saw,
As my body was torn into pieces;
The sound of death was the last I heard.

My mind begins to drift away.
Losing its self consciousness;
Slowly, I'm no longer aware,
Where am I now?

I cannot think, I cannot feel;
Losing all sense of alertness;
Impossible to experience the feelings I once could,
I am as unliving as the dead.

The blackness overcoming my will to live,
Blindness has me imprisoned in this state;
Can't distinguish between real and dream,
The everlasting horror is absolute.

Life severed from this bleeding wretch,
I am the facless one, fearing insanity;
My body's gone, my mind is one that cannot die,
because I am not alive.

Overcome by a disfigured mind,
Suffering a broken heart;
Living with a bleeding soul,
I am a tortured one.

The remnants of my scorn and of my pain;
The evil that was once contained;
Within the boundaries of my subconscious mind,
Have manifested into a living Hell.

Slithering through the deathless schisms;
From deep inside the back of my mind,
This hateful creature has been born;
I have become a thing that should not be.

Suffering from the eternal loss of a soul,
My mind a disfigured wretch, mutilated with mental scars;
I can no longer recognize myself anymore,
You can't kill me, 'cause I sure as Hell am not alive.

Stab a stake into the serpent's heart,
Put a bullet inside my head;
Throw my body from a window,
You can't kill me, 'cause I sure as Hell am dead.

The Lord of Death, cries out to me,
He's praying for chaos and insanity;
Hide my face, forbidden from the light,
Masked behind the disfigurement of these mental scars.

My existence is seeming Grim,
As Death the Soul Reaper comes creeping in;
Gripping his scythe, he drifts across the land,
His rotting skull, warms crawl inside his head.

Maggots pulsate, feeding off his demon form
As Death comes creeping through this rationality
He comes to take my life away
Now I must face the Reaper!



*kinda apt coz im off to ns. haha.

Monday, March 14, 2005

my last supper

3/14/2005 11:30:00 pm

my last day of freedom. haiz. damn fast sia. sigh. in e mornin i played soccer wif e kids in e neighbourhood n my cousins. haha. i scored 10 goals. den after tt went to JB to help out my aunt. once again, i opened e door of e car wifout lookin behind. almost made e car behind crash into it. haha, reminded me of e other day i opened e door n e motocyclist langgar it at e checkpoint. tt guy looked damn angry. den i gave him e wanna fight look. haha. intimidating.

there, played soccer wif e mats. they were vs. e indians. e indian team all small kids so i played 4 em. haha funny sia. they even had coaches. like pro team oni. went in n scored a goal. like ronaldhino sia. received e ball on e center line den looked up... told e rest to relax a bit b4 i ran like giggs (u noe... e gelek style) den placed e ball to e botom left. haha. power. hahakz. den my aunt came 2 pick us up 2 go gif a cheque to a friend. e hse damn big sia. but a little ulu. den got 2 damn big dogs. haha. scared me sia. damnit. den had 2 rush back home coz had 2 do e 500 words essay for e psc scolarship (haha. i noe no hope but no harm tryin rite?).

Sunday, March 13, 2005

viva la bangkok

3/13/2005 09:50:00 pm

back 4rm e trip. haha. damn memorable. y? coz of e pathetic logistical handling. good ting was meetin tis hot surfer babe at e transit lounge. den even sat next to her. haha. she looked like chenghua sia.

guess its e 1st n last time my family leaves all booking stuff to others. basically everytin was last min coz we didnt decide on goin till e 9th. den my uncle called us coz his friends goin n mabbe cld use it as a farewell gift 4 me ah. ok, so e farewell party was ok. but e rest was crap. the initial hotel they booked didnt deserve a star let alone e 3 it supposedly has. so after e 1st day we went to a 4 star one. ahh... finally had e chance 2 shower. e rest of e holiday was pretty ok... sorta e usual holiday stuff la. but e logistics came 2 haunt again. e grp bought e 2nd day dinner 4rm dunno some pathetic shop. yucks. haiz. e guy who recommended e place oso dare 2 say e food is very nice... best in town. well, guess e standard is poor. haha. on e flight back, didnt c any chiobus. haiz. haha. but managed 2 sit next 2 e window. so had 2 endure pressure 4rm my cousins 2 swap seats. damn it. nur took my seat wen i went to e toilet. haha.

Friday, March 11, 2005

stc ooi!!

3/11/2005 04:17:00 pm

hmm... e stc camp is over. well, notin much 2 say ah... met jingyuan at jurong den went to dfac. actually supposed 2 meet ccy but he buay us. e kids were nt tt close tis time. haiz. haha. e campfire was ok ah. in e end i danced wif qian yi. lol. she stepped on my feet. but nvm ah. fun.

there was tears overflowing wen jingyuan went back. he cried wen mel gabve him our present. aww... very touching. haha. gonna miss him... gasp... tis oso means its my turn next! 15 march is nearby! ahh!

e 3rd day, smtin funny happened. e toilet pipe burst. haha. how ah? well, i accidentally kicked it. den havoc ah, flooded e toilet. panic didnt set in ah, was kinda funny. in e end we turned off e main inlet.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

chelsea vs. barcelona

3/09/2005 06:17:00 am

woohoo! e match juz ended n im fuckin damn happy. wat a great match man... goals galored. n even had some beautiful goals... best of which was wifout doubt ronaldinho's jink n shot which while standing 20 yards out with carvalho in front of him after terry’s headed clearance had been touched to him by iniesta, he hits a right-footed shot with no back lift which sizzles past cech into the corner of the net and puts barcelona ahead on away goals. 3-2.. well, but in e end, e better team prevailed. chelsea all da way! haha.

six in e mornin n i juz finished packin 4 e camp... gonna meet jingyuan later den take 176. aniways, tot id blog bout yesterdays stuff. well, borin day... slept on e couch while watchin playhouse disney (heck, 9 am where got nice shows? baby looney toones oso repeated). woken up by felicia. say some of e trainers wanted 2 meet up 2 create a new dance for e campfire. so i went down 2 lot 1. haha. late. saw ad, melissa, feli, jingyuan, wayne sittin in a circle (trainer's habbit ah) eatin pizza hut stuff. den we went 2 feli's hse n started 'work'. pretty fun n funny. esp wen ad n fara were dancing. in e end decided to use 'yeah!' remix. den during e cheoreographing we read e innotrek guestbook n suan wayne n jingyuan. haha. pinned wayne down so tt we cld write crap bout him.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

next camp comin up...

3/08/2005 12:35:00 am

e breefing n dragon boating course was on 2dy. haha. im gonna do st theresa convent!! woo! girls skool! haha. den best still jingyuan, farhan, ccy n nick oso in e trainers list. got like 8 jj ppl oso. haha. havoc ready ah.

Monday, March 07, 2005

night rider

3/07/2005 06:23:00 am

driving at night is a totally different experience. haha. 2dy it was e jag. me my cousins, aunt n dad went on a joyride to changi juznow. yea, juz got back. haha. fun sia. after goin 2 orchard yesterday, tis ride seemed more fun (and long). yesterday after orchard went shoppin at mustaffa. wierd sia. more chinese n malays there. tt well, e norm ah. bought some meat, sausages n other stuff... like 5 items oni in e end came up to $150. ex sia. wth. haha. one funny tin of night drivin is even if u stand outside ur car, cab drivers attempt 2 solicite u. oh yea, while passin desker road, i kinda saw a pretty peculiar silouhette hunched over a brawny one in e ally way. 'luckily' it was a red light so i kinda got 2 see wat was goin on. hmm, yep. u got it. haha. den juz now durin e trip on e ecp saw like a very long line of taxis waitin 4 passengers. i guess its 30x longer den e cue outside zion road. e zouk there la.
on e way back we passed by pasir panjang n my aunt kept pointin out hses of friends, grandma's hse (which still stands- e nice bungalow opposite e scince park II), their skools n stuff. kinda cool. pity they all shifted juz b4 i was born. they say tt it was a waterfront hse. had 2 shift coz e govt was reclaimin land ah, den kinda inconvinient.

Friday, March 04, 2005

results out

3/04/2005 11:04:00 am

results out ah, finally. me heart was racin 4rm e min i got out of e 198. whoa... e reality den oni hit me wen i saw shenlyn lookin scared outside of e hall. gosh... was i gonna fail? well, ill tell ya later... first... lets hear bout e (as) much awaited pilot test...

lessee... reached e cmpb. e ns men there look like super blur sotong... hold gun like cock... haha. aniwayz, saw khamsya at e careers centre. took e test wif him n a few other guys. apparently all guys there oso were posted 2 police. ok, so e test was fun... like computer game... come 2 tink of it... it was. they even had a joystick 4 us 2 control e position of a red dot. easy? nope. got inverted controls n we hadta do mental sums at e same time while keepin e dot in e middle of an 'x'. den after 5 hrs still had 187 mcqs 2 do. haha. tis is gonna b my last ever test man.

went prayer next. met sadiq ah, den we talk crap all w way 2 skool. on e way all e others keep callin me 2 ask where was i. damn. make me more stressed sia. well, worth it ah. got 'a' for gp, 'b' for geog, 'c' for hist n 'd' for econs. mixed feelins ah. i mean geog expected 'a'! den econs tot id fail! haha. i mean i did oni 2 essays instead of 3 wad? but overall, quite happy ah, i mean promos got wat? 'f' 'f' 'd' 'b' eh. haha. tink i can get best progress? dunno got such award annot oso.

2 slack, went 2 lido wif e r.c. watched hitch. durin e movie mimi called ask me 2 do another camp... hmm, tink its gonna b my final one ah

Thursday, March 03, 2005

tots on sex. part 2

3/03/2005 02:03:00 pm

exam results jitters. haha. so im calmin myself down wif wat i do best- talk crap. haha. no ah. tink tis time u might juz learn smtin useful... lessee, wat shall we discuss wif prof (pHd. MBBS.) MajGen (airforce) miqhayil 'mickey' nesta? the dude who at age 18 became a multi trillionaire ruler of e universe, savior of mankind, messiah of all that is good and the harbinger of endless fun? heck. i tink im deluded. haha. hangover i guess.. ahh... nt on alcohol la. muz b e pink lady. haha. no la... im nt into hard core drugs... party ones? mabbe. *hint*hint*

hmm... talkin bout parties, there was a great party at seventh avenue (wass it? i dunno juz took bus 77 there) yea... n i tink itll b a great topic 4 2dy?? no? haha. hot babes. haha. lots of fun... as usual. but i guess since kids below 18 read my blog, im nt gonna elaborate.

hmm... ok, mabbe a little teaser so u guys put 2 n 2 2gather. haha. ill put clues into my article here...

recently, sec students were out n abt in town passin arnd bands tryin 2 get their peers 2 'join' in their abstinence. some ppl created a big show bout tis (actualy tis prob has been arnd since dunno when ah) sayin tt abstinence is for losers n stuff... well, im nt sidin any grp. ok, no, im sidin one... but lets look at my arguments for n against.

firstly for. ppl tink its cool 2 save 4 marriage. i guess yea. i mean firstly e religious n moral side of e story. whole reason its 'illegal' in many faiths is coz carelessly, it can lead to tons of problems. nt oni e kid la... but stds too. also, it kinda becomes a tool 4 ppl who wanna use emotional blackmail on e partner. like hit n run... well, tis is hit n run too... literally. more logical reason is tt if u become a seasoned pro, den u might b let down by ur spouse after marriage. i mean tink abt it... many divorces in western countries (n even amgst e young here)...y? get bored quickly of e person? yea right... more like bored in bed.

conservatism aside... howd u feel if ur partner (gf or bf) sez he/she has been laid more times den u? already thers e nvr been kissed grp... poor souls who nvr shared their bacteria wif someone save their moms n their own hands... n mabbe e pet dog. n these ppl feel inferior. haha. tis can b a real ego wrecker. trust me. ok dont... i dunno wat these ppl r actualli goin tru. yea. u get e pic. plus it helps make e special night much more special...

wif tt we come 2 e other side of e argument- my fav side. haha. picture this. mom always sez practice makes perfect... right? well... yea... no practice den how 2 u noe... do it on e 'special' night? bet u dun wanna look like a dud right? mastin can only help u tt much. sex manuals... better as firewood. porn? well, good idea... not! porn is for losers man. who sez u can learn 4rm watchin porn? ok, granted, u learn some cool positions... but truth b told... dude... its a video/photo... theres an editor. wat? u tink e guy can haf a boner tt long? haha. plz. aniways... ppl watch it coz well for 2 reasons... 1, they cant do it themselves... need 2 fantasise tt theyr in e pic... 2 errr... 2... they cant do it themselves... need 2 fantasise tt theyr in e pic. yep.

to me, porn is a huge no-no. i myself haf nvr (i swear!) seen any... all my knowledge is 4rm hearsay n my own understanding. its highly degrading. y? firstly, as e women rights ppl say... its unfair 2 e women in e pics... seen as objects or smtin like tt... i agree... its worse if its child porn.*gasp* ok, my version of it bein degrading, specially if ure a guy n is attached is e motive behind u watchin it... e hot babes wif silicone n perfect skin. ahah! tryin 2 say tt ur gf nt up 2 standard ah? tink abt it... y lesbian porn is hot...even amg girls? (how i noe tis? ive got a dear pw member who gives me all e sites... haha.)

haha... i tink tis is a bit too long ah... wait 4 part 3 for more crap.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

ahh!! pain!

3/01/2005 07:56:00 pm

wooo. theres nothin a good massage cant do. haha. had like e best massage i ever had juz now. haha... no i didnt go to some sleazy massage palour. haha. no. wat were u tinkin?.. i juz sat on my mom's massage chair la... for like 5 hrs. haha. now my body is feelin phantom vibrations after like 3o mins. haha. hmm... body damn sore. y? easy... coz i weak. haha. no la. continued my exercise programme after 3 days slackin plus e camp interruptions. notin much la. juz jog 5 click in e morn den do weights ( oh, finally jerk-lifted 90kgs!!) haha. i noe... nt alot ah. but like i said, im weak man! den went 2 cousins hse 4 a swim round his pool. haha. almost 4got how 2 swim sia. bloody 'a'lvs. tnx 2 it i hadnt swam in like 7 mths or so ah. haha.