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...and i can be your knight, if only you would let me.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007
good bye ns.
2/14/2007 04:55:00 pm

whoa. im at the end of my ns stint. way freaky. i mean, come to tink of it, 2 yrs is all over. feels like just yesterday i got enlisted. super fast indeed. n within this 2 yrs, i really have changed... hopefully fo e better tho... hmm, lets take a look shall we...
i used to be a fat slob. no relli. ippt fail. e oni ting sporty bout me was e fact tt i liked soccer. nt much e fact tt i cldnt even last one half... let alone play well.
more abt tis fat slob- wore size 35 pants. haha. tummy like a beer belly. kena call fat by everyone. man, n to tink i was in denial tt i actually was nt happy wen my fi called me fat boy.
oh yea, i cldnt do a pull up to save my life too.
heh. fast fwd to today n i guess im changed. haha. my new year resolution had been met. n i kinda like tis new outlook of mine. plus e comments ppl give... haha. gives me a smirk, smile and satisfaction nomatter how hard i try to suppress trying to look gay. haha. n yea, im nt gay... despite my tendencies to like pink (hey, i love cute chicks in pink)

wicked sick. my ippt gold liao ah. 2.4 is an amazing 8mins. altho i cant pass my standing broad jump for nuts (did i say i got gold? hush hush. lol)
i guess some time back i must have been abducted by aliens. i mean seriusly, its been a 180 degree turn around la.
in retrospect, i wuzznt e most popular guy back then. heh, im confident enuff to say tt ive done enuff to make myself more likeable... or m i deluded... still? wadever.
used to have many enemies, or so i deduced after hearing hearsay. haha. sounds wierd. bt i guess its partly due to my gloating and many unsavoury lies. yeah. i was a jerk back then (im a nice jerk now... a nice deluded one)
haiz, dun relli noe e motive to tell all e stories bt its suffice to noe tt i was at it since pri sch. haha, bt ive learnt e follies of my old self. yep. i have sworn to tell the truth, and nothing but the truth.
back to my self discovery during ns... firstly, id like to apologise to my bunk mates 4rm squad 11 fo every occassion in which i may haf offended them. either physically or mentally or emotionally. sorry bro, i was an ass. i admit. hahaz. (tt laff sure made it sound less sincere) aniwayz, yeah. i guess seeing u guys slugging it out at night in e barracks, plus e countless torture sessions we had 2 endure woke me up. literally. i kinda started to like running... all tnx to tracom's nice running route. heh. gosh. im starting to get all tear eyed. soo un macho. hahaz.

my 2005-2006 saw many firsts in my life. i won my first official sporting trophy for dragonboat in nov 2006 and recently got 8th fastest HTNS runner for 2.4km and also e floorball trophy. haha. to tink i nvr won anitin cept tt medal in pri one.

e more i tink abt it, the more nostalgic i get. heck, im starting to miss the main gate already. juz nw, i met up wif farhan. man a 102% for his C.O.S? wayy cool la. haha. n i got a 94%. tt one oso tentative. so what if my commander wanted me 2 b her sa? so what if i was seen as e best sc? its not reflected on ppr... wats e use? ohh wells, life starts anew from here on. n its gonna get better. haha. come my 21st birthday, itll b e 1st day of school. cant wait!



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