the witching hour has drawn near,
and the pale moon's out.
mortals, its time to face your fear
little kids, you better watch out.
be weary, be afraid;
for tonight, you might join the dead.
ghouls and creeps, time to rise,
hear your master's summon
fear me and my wretched scyth,
do my bidding o' you cursed demon.
happy halloween frm ur ol' Ğгįм.гêǻþêг
Friday, October 29, 2004
get tis. e average singaporean gets deflowered by age 17. ha. how they noe sia? k, then again, the same ppl (ok. not same. sum folks frm e american talk show 'saturday night live') say tt there is a law in our tiny island stipulatin tt no one can have sex on busses. haha. yea rite. like ani1 does it aniway. wait im not over. jay leno says tis law was passed after some college (us?) kids got caught doin so. n it wasnt an isolated incident. bahz. wats tis world comin to? gotta agree wif chang. morality has been lost. went to a party last week (shhh!! dont tell.) in my ex's friends place. ha. u noe all those uwc kids. angmoh n hybrids. act like those teens in high skool movies. seriusly, tis kinda parties r great eye openers. went to a few. e first was n i was like 'whoa!'. seriusly. made me realise how backwards we singaporeans r. geeze. countrybumpkins.those kids, were makin out like non stop. ok, so wads e big deal? well, its wif diff partners every half hr. i cldnt take it at first. short of gettin a boner (i was innocent back den de) i went to the pool. ha. guess wad? swimwear was floatin on e pool. go figure. haha. as e night wore on, kinda started 2 haf fun. ok, ill leave e details out tis time. aniway, back 2 my pt. we singaporeans r so sheltered. a kiss to us is like goin full frontal. bahz.k nvm. hahakz. seriusly, e pt is, if u tink pre-maritial sex is great, guess again (of course, its kinda fun if its wif ur long time partner la). dun even try it out of curiosity. itll hurt damn bad. 4 both of u. emotionally n physically. plus the bedsheets will get soiled. hahakz.n i noe of tis girl (sum1 sum of u might noe) who went arnd on a sexcapade juz coz she got dumped n wanted 2 spike her bf. haha. wat was she tinkin? shes totally regrettin it now. dun ask y. let ur imagination run wild.
Thursday, October 28, 2004
again. muggin takes the spotlight. laa. 1 more wk to 'a' lvls u expect me 2 fool arnd? haha. but wait. dont fret. coz i played soccer 2dy!! haha. came 2 skool n played soccer wif e arts guys. haha. fun. it was kinda rainin but tt didnt stop us. ok, psycho tay did. so we had 2 come back later in propper attire. e game was fun. e 1st 2 goals conceded were howlers. then again, all e goals we conceded were flukes. like e one wen samuel's throw-in evaded cody n went in. i was hangin on e cross bar frantically tryin to keep e ball out wif my hips. funny. every1 fell down laffin after tt. i went close 2 scorin, albiet unorthodoxly usin my abs. haha. but i wasnt as strong as bomberman. farhan was able 2 pluck e ball easily. e cheek of him 2 say 'thanks' after tt. kaoz.slacked at e chalet again. blastin music. den e guys went home, leavin me n hafiz alone. haha. i came up wif tis wierd idea of puttin 3 radios strategically arnd e room n tuned into to perfect10. haha. surround sound effect. kiez. den started studyin but took a break n did yuenmei's autograph bk. hahakz. tin my page is kinda gay. uh yuenmei, if ure wonderin, tt footprint, well, i stepped on ur bk n highlighted e impression. :P 4 dinner (which is actually breakfast) went to my kampung wif amad, harun n sadiq. ha. nasi goreng thai. god. remind me not 2 buy tt. y? coz i hate calamari. haha. n there was a gross invertibrae on my plate. *pukes*
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
bahz. juz got back 4rm skool. haha. yep. studied in e rec 'chalet' till 9 plus. haha. read lotsa notes. lol. finally finished my hydrology n fluvial. oh yea, did some coastal too. lolx. hmm, cldnt believe i went 4 ms lum's tutorial. oni 3 ppl there leh. haha. sad man. had it in e roof top cafe. (oh yea, did i mention, e cafe looks cool.) haha. lol. den went 4 ms mandy's lect. sheesh. i was e oni guy.aniwayz, studied like fuck man. haha. shit. realised (wif e help of chang) tt my blog entries full of studyin!! arrgh!! noo!! im becomin a geek!! gosh. haha. shit. kaoz. lol. hahax.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
ahh!! saturday. another day bites the dust! damn. haha. wth? ok, i finished 1 french rev essay. den studied in skool till 6 plus. but inbetween, watched mr seah's team play soccer den slack arnd. damn. suposed 2 go home coz goin 2 some hotel for dinner. haha. luckily it rained. so canceled n had pizza instead. yea, u noe me. i hate all tings posh n snobbish. haha. lol. tts y i want a bmw 318iA. not too flashy. damn cool. haha. planned it out oreadi. go work as relief teacher in css. den can get like $50 a day. den go to police get my lisence. by e time i r.o.d, can pay e downpayment. den act like broke n get my parents to fork out e c.o.e n e monthly installments. haha. ok, so ill pay e insurance n petrol n promise to drive em arnd (not as if they no car 2 drive themselves arnd... juz coz i love 2 drive)
Friday, October 22, 2004
wakaka. rainin like nvr rain b4 over e past few days... cool. haha. but got stuck in e mosque den cldnt get back 2 skool. haha. reminds me of sec skool days coz e toh guay area there rain like fuck always... wif lotsa lightnin too. k, lemme make a pt. im not aftaid of thunder or lightnin. i juz simply get surprised. more like shocked la. but definetly not scared.yea, den went got back 2 skool played risk at e modified rec room. haha. can ya believe it? played 2 games. i won e 2nd one. haha. well, i studied too ok. haha.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
muehehe. cannot study in skool animore. e bloody yr1s makin too much noise. juz now at e canteren i studyin den cheng hua come sit at e next table. wah. noisy like hell. bitchin bout shite. kaoz. haha. so 2dy go study wif e guys at e kfc in je swimmin complex. haha. tot of seein some chio bu there but haiz. disappointed. oni saw scums of society n in ani case, started to rain. so wasted. haha. supposed 2 study but in e end play hang man. den as usual, chinmay very ham den he like complainin coz he losin n scared have to buy every1 drinks. so break fast aty kfc la. haha. damn cold. i tot eatin e hot chicken wld make me warm, but felt even colder. ya. haiz. didnt study as much as i was supposed 2. i gonna cheong 4rm now on. haiz.
ides of march
10/20/2004 09:32:00 amwhee... im getting enlisted on the ides of march!! woohoo!! got 3mths to slack. no wait. im gonna go work. tink go relief teach in css ah. haha. can get $40 per hr. lol. whee. can get my car faster!! haha.
oh yea, im goin in to police. haha. damn slack. hehe. (i noe all e guys damn jealous
who wldnt be? haha. den i got higher chance to drive a car... a police car summore! wats so great? well, for 1, e police patrol car is e fastest car in singapore. no kidding. y? coz all other cars (even ferraris) haf to get their speed pegged down. yep. lol. wheee. now got another reason to cheong in my 'a's. yea, will b easier 4 me 2 go into e law fac coz i already noe some stuff bout criminal law. haha!! woohoo!!
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
new casing!
10/19/2004 09:29:00 pmwheee!! i finally got the gay pink fone casing!! haha. lol!! woohoo. ya, its gay. but damn nice. lol.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
17.10.04
10/17/2004 11:59:00 pmhaha. of all the ppl in e world to pick a fight wif, sri had to do it wif e security guard. haha. wth? lame la. fight over playing cards. yea, we were in skool juz now. muggin as usual. den played cards 4 a while la. but e security guard say we shldnt coz wait e teachers will become sore y he nvr confiscate. den sri say we finish e last game den stop. but e guard say stop now. so yea. haha. lame. kinda childish. 'a' lvls keep drawin nearer. i oni got time 4 1 more round of revision! and i haven touch on econs!! ahhh!! die!! fuck!! wad m i doin online?!!
Friday, October 15, 2004
politically incorrect (like i care)
10/15/2004 02:45:00 pmchanced upon an article in the papers e other day.. been reflectin on it lots. wadz it abt? well, its bout tis jewish army commander killin a palestinian girl. he like shot her wen she was 70m away frm e troops.. den went up to her slumped body and literally emptied his magazine at her. nabei. yea. tts how i felt la. ohh man. honestly, if i were one of e troops, id juz go up to tt ass and slit his throat. haha. die asshole!! fucked up la. heh. the world is comin to an end. let the dogs get their promised land. dear palestinians, leave that place for god's sake. speed up the process i say! the oni way to get peace is for the world to end. yea, sad.well, the only reason im not delvin deeper into this topic is cause its a sensitive issue. and yea, i dun want yall to oppose me or anitin.. worst still, dun want the men frm isa payin me a visit right?
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
6pack in da makin
10/13/2004 01:20:00 amhaha. today. i mean yesterday. watever. wad a day. played like hell, studied like hell. haha. finished one german essay. lol. funny sia. play soccer 2v2 1st. me wif zainal. haha. den me wif sri. bloody hell. he nvr contribute anitin... make me run arnd. haha. ok la. get tired so fast. shit. haha. oh yea, tink my washboard abs are ready to make a guest appearance. haha. yea, shld b ready by e chalet. haha. den can flaunt it!! woohoo!! haha. wth? but tink gotta go wax 1st ba. haha.so in e evenin go play handball. haha. ended up playin dunno wat some screwed up version of volleyball. juz imagine. servin like as if playin golf, baseball or hittin the ball as if it were hockey. haha. yea. tt lame. every min, fall to e ground coz tt funny la. haha. my abs hurt like fuck. haha. no need to do situps. lol. whee!! six-pack, here i come!!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
...
10/12/2004 01:27:00 pmshit man. skool ended for me at 9.25 today. but got history at 3! wahh. so wad do i do? plan on goin 2 watch movie. but nahh. i shld b studyin. but den, if im supposed 2 b studyin, wathehell m i doin here? god noes.
Monday, October 11, 2004
Da Fuckin Fucked up grades i get... damn.
10/11/2004 08:59:00 amu noe the movie the attack of the body snatchers? tink its a load of crap? well, not me. i dunno. feel like im possessed or smtin. ha. otherwise howd u explain me goin to skool on a sunday to study? ya. i did. till 9 summore. oh yea, went back on saturday too. haha. but gotta admit. its cool, quiet and sorta like my current holy land or smtin. hrmph. no choice la. tink im e worst student in class man. look at me grades la. D, F, F! shit man. see la. play soccer and squash too much. ah. forget it. but cant b coz im dumb rite? well, granted i neglected econs... didnt do 2 essays for geog and 1 for hist... but tis is no excuse. not as if im gonna get 25/25 for the undone essays aniway. wahhh.k, nvm. alls not lost. still got 1 more mth. i shall wish for e same miracle tt saved me 2 yrs ago. haha. and worse come to worse, i shall hafta promise myself to be the top student in 04a4 next year. haha.
Thursday, October 07, 2004
henry in e making?
10/07/2004 02:06:00 pmlook no further. thiery henry is in jj. haha. where? lol. its me la. lol. yea, still deluded... scored tt back-heel goal, nutmeggin you wei in e process. haha. nice goal. harun's throw-in (damn long ah. 3/4 of e court), you wei tried to control e ball ( i tink) n i juz, beein e cheeky dude i was threw myself between him n e loose ball n juz heeled e ball into e goal. haha. niceee. lol. oh yea, shit man. haha. den in hist lect kena made fun of by ms lim. kaoz. sial ar. haha. tried to make fun of her. but nahh... 2 scared. but i did dare to make fun of mdm koh.. haha. im bad. ok, not bad la. brenda worse. still can say tt wait come 2006, mdm koh wun haf a job coz ppr 1 is no more in e syllabus. haha.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
champion
10/06/2004 03:15:00 pmhe stood amongst the crowd
filled with aloofness on his face,
a discontented proud
much more with his grace.
he felt confidence which he'd never felt,
this champion who had won the race,
he proclaimed to the world,
“I am the best!”
he believed triumph can ne’er be measured
without taste of loss and self pity.
the champion always stood his ground
whenever he felt that he was right,
for he could outdo all of them,
all of them.
in the glory of the night.
thus the champion stood amongst them all
and fought all the obstacles there to hurdle,
hail champion you’re the greatest of them all
in you I found my self-worth long forgotten…
may you be the victor for all the time
the champion who made this prose and rhyme!
blahz.
10/06/2004 08:54:00 amk. ive made up my mind. gonna go to town some time tis week to get a new bag. yea. been procastinatin 4 a while already... not coz ive been studyin... but coz im kinda lazy. haha. yea. finally got my mom to gif me 2 blue notes too. haha. i like want to find a bag which is pink and black... tink its a good combi...wad u tink? quick. i need ur opinion. haha.
Monday, October 04, 2004
still stressed
10/04/2004 01:33:00 pmwheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooooooooooooooo la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. *cough* aack.
Saturday, October 02, 2004
stressed
10/02/2004 09:24:00 pmaieeeeee. wowowowoooooo la la la la... wowoooo wowoooo wowoooo wowoooo... peepooo peepooopeepooooo... wowoooo wowoooo wowoooo wowoooo wowoooo wowoooo wowoooo. haha.
Friday, October 01, 2004
20:05
10/01/2004 09:37:00 am[reality through a poem]
is it too late to repent
as i look back at the past.
how my time was wasted
on stupid things like warcraft
i sit here tryin to write an essay
but thoughts of everything come up, they call me out to play.
i don't know what to write, and i'm at a lost of things to say
hours pass. i still have two more essays due the next day.
my mind has almost dried up
i can't write my history. something tells me i shouldnt give up
yet here i am writing poetry.
time rather spent on doing my outlines
i spend on continuing this writing,
scribbling and canceling words with furious lines
fuck it man, i should really stop procastinating.
i've got like 38 days to my first paper.
think its k.c.t's modern european history
man, i relli need a life saver
coz i can't even remember who's mazzini
i'm daunted, but i try to take a deep breath
and contiune with my essays.
im down to unification and french rev.
wow. i have to remind myself- only 38 more days