im starting to hate this. a stupid game of cat and mouse, honestly, why prolong all this drama. all the 'what ifs' are killing me, and im sure you are dying too. isnt it tiring? lets end this. please.i just had the worst holiday ever. im starting to become a paranoid. a couple of weeks more and imma get myself admitted into IMH. seriously. do u think running away solves everything? maybe it does on your side. but as for me, seeing how you have to change your life to go around anywhere i am, it saddens me. think i had fun at the party? look at the pics closely. i honestly wld have prefered it if u had gone and if i stayed away. hey, its not as if u care bout how i feel... so why am i this way then?