ironic. suddenly, i found the need to blog. and blog and blog.well. today is special to me. i lost my grandmother 1 year ago to this day. back then, it was a friday and i just ended my last paper. this time round, im losing someone else. and ive got 1 more paper to go.only fools find for coincidence, similarity within all the changes. call me a fool then.but, the wounds are opened up again. i miss you, my sweet torment.