something juz struck me like a ton of bricks... for all my talk of bein super damn cool, blah blah blah, i realize im actually a big fat (ok, big, skinny) lousy excuse for a guy. im emotionally screwed up and im immature. hai. took me long enough to realise. oh well, juz hope e damage can be fixed.
yesterday marked a new chapter in my life. technically. its like all my probs were solved within e space of that five mins.
time to train even harder. pull and lift and push heavier. be nicer. be more mature.
no more mr wussy wuss. :)