i feel like crap... no really, i feel like i needa go to the toilet. :)
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
something juz struck me like a ton of bricks... for all my talk of bein super damn cool, blah blah blah, i realize im actually a big fat (ok, big, skinny) lousy excuse for a guy. im emotionally screwed up and im immature. hai. took me long enough to realise. oh well, juz hope e damage can be fixed.
yesterday marked a new chapter in my life. technically. its like all my probs were solved within e space of that five mins.
time to train even harder. pull and lift and push heavier. be nicer. be more mature.
no more mr wussy wuss. :)
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
how do show someone that you are truly sorry for what you have done when what you did didnt occur for the first time? i dont know. all i know is that im learning lots bout myself right now than ever before. which i think is a good thing. the oni good thing to come out of all this.
sighs. if only there was a less painful lesson to teach me all this.
oh well. let time take its course. time heals all wounds... doesnt it?
maybe. just maybe. ill keep my hopes up just for it.