is life really a rollercoster? it sucks. im really sorry for everything. i took you for granted. thought u wldnt mind. unfortunately u did.wen u told me. u said it matter of factly. it felt like a ton of bricks. it crushed me.i feel hollow inside now. like all the feelings in me has been sucked dry. stupid enough to think u cared.and u left me to wallow in self pity. with no one to turn to. while u walked away. wierd thing is. i miss you already.