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i don't have friends.

dear you, i spilled my heart out for you to read.
handle it with care. love, me.

11/30/2007 07:53:00 pm

sad end. happy start

11/30/2007 07:33:00 pm

ahhh. and so it ends. my first chapter in NUS. reflection time. as we drove out of SRC, wif zamir and nick echoing shouts of 'MERDEKA!"... i come to wonder... how long more are we gonna remain this happy till?

my ans came within 4 hrs. my grandma is in hospital. shes more than a mom to me. tt much i can say. they say u only miss and cherish sm1 when they are gone.

i say u cherish that person more when u know they are going soon and never coming back.

i feel emo. i feel like writing a poem.
how i dreaded not to write bout one this way.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

BLEAQH

11/14/2007 11:29:00 pm

somehow, when u are frigging busy, u come up with all e wierd ideas that juz cant seem to stop bugging u and make it hard for u to conc. on ur task at hand. yup. its ben aeons since i last blogged.

mainly coz i thought blogging is gay. and secondly i figured my life is boring. for wad fuck shld i like hang all my dirty linen out to dry... then i paused and wondered.

how has my life changed since june 18? one word. alot. ok, technically its 2 words. bt u get my point.

i guess e fact that i kinda weigh e same despite my exercise and dragonboat means that i actually lost a truckload of fats. haha. and im relli getting deluded. sorry la. ive never been this good at anything before. i like e feeling of waking past and ppl are staring at you. and they utter stuff that wen u hear, u cant help bt beam bigbig. haha. yeah. woo. eh. lemme have my five mins in e limelight la. im no longer e loser of yesteryear. (and to the geekturds who looked down at me back then and laughed, haha right back atcha!)... ok. that was enough. haha.

school rocks. lotsa friends. usual stuff lar. bt eh. cant ask more at e moment. memories sure will remain with me. i guess my one resolution from now till end of term - other den mugging like nver b4 is to become e person who ive been neglecting for quite a while. sure, im a totally changed person. ive got a new purpose in life. bt i still feel like smthing is missing to make my 14shades of grey into 2 beautiful rainbows.

what is that missing thing? i have noo idea.

till then... pangzhai lar!