the sun comes up its seven a.m. (time slips away i don’t know where i am)the sun goes down off to work again (picking up the pieces of my broken life)
feels like i’m sliding but i’m not hurt (sitting on the edge of your jagged knife)
what is reality/what is loneliness (what if i never woke up, would any body notice?)
some times i’d just like to know (if anybody realizes that I’m there)
some times i’d just like to know (if anybody ever really cared)
Chorus: and it’s dark in my room (I look out the sun shines)
and its cold inside my mind (I look out the sun shines)
there's something over there (I want to disappear)
sometimes we cry (laughed and lied)
all the partying just left us empty inside so sick and tired of being constantly wired (not tired but not awake)
not pretending but never fake living in this world only so much I can take
sick of all the lies all of the pain that’s in her eyes, just set her free
she can fly far away from here (hopefully far away from me)
and i’m sorry if i’m not what you wanted me to be
in the end i guess i’m just all i can beChorus:
another blackout no there’s no power here, no way to survive
only thing that gives us life (is the fact were still alive)
the blue sky shines in the morning (seems to disappear)
wish you’d stop your acting (now it’s all so clear)
i can see the light, it's at the end of the tunnel (just hope its not a train)
maybe i’m just lost (in a place that’s always been the same)
Chorus :
so push and pull as i clench my fist (don’t want to turn my back)
i don’t think i’m ready for another sneak attack
cant you stay til i find myself? (don’t you try and give me help)
i tried to scream but you were never there, the question is did you ever really care
did you ever even look at me or was your mind just clouded in a state of disrepairChorus: