got back to where i was to see its now a different place
confronted all the people i didnt want to face
why wont they leave me alone
why cant i just stand alone
what am i doing here, what's my goal?
it's me against the messed up voices in my brain
like i just missed the last train
im left standing, the silence deafening
i'm lost and confused
left stranded and feeling stupid
why did i come back when i knew it was no use?
lightning don't strike twice, neither does cupid
snorting some coke and sniffing some glue
seriously considering making the next dose a triple
i cant quit doing these things
neither can i forget you
going beserk, i scratch your name on the wall
over and over, like a broken record player
reality strikes hard, i begin to fall
kneeling down in dejection, i realise... its over