Words came from my sorrowed lips,
Too few happy times in toture,
Scrape the flesh off my body,
In my own heart all distinctions are gone,
Vanished to a broken foolish dream,
Turned only to tearful nightmares,
In my head, even in good times,
All happy thoughts die to the lies,
Could I live in this hell,
Where painful tears have stung my eyes?
Tell me if you remembered what I looked when you said nothing was right,
At night when the lights where gone,
I... left to histerically wonder to my image,
If anything I was could have possibly gone wrong,
If I am only doomed to forgotten memories,
Like everything else that fades away in your eyes,
Could I have loved to see your face, or speak the words,of true love,
Perhaps then would my soul be saved,
But ill are your attempts that seem to only benifet you,
If saving me from this is what you seek,
Then seek not in only your gain, but in something real,
Not in your warped thoughts but at least in your heart,
Forget what everyone else said,
Forget what you could only see is there,
Look where you should have started, and not in simple random words,
Say what where your true intentions are and stop the lies right here...
I know you've seen her, I know she's there,
Do not speak to me in sonnets if you speak the same with her,
I am not like that... I am not like them... I refuse to tame... I refuse to yield,
I know the sanity to your madness....