man.. seruizly, i got no idea y i waste my time online doing up blogs.. haha.. nahh.. i keep telling myself its juz a fad. yea, thats right. haha.. no point wasting my time doing up html codes for tis crap. ohh well, if oni i concentrated as hard on my hwk, i might go some where.. haha.. speakin bout somewhere.. my uncle suggests i go to the university of texas.. haha.. he has a lecturer friend there n lotsa connections.. nahh.. id rather go to oxford (yea i noe.. dream on!).
i juz stopped a while juz now to think where i was heading in life.. did i relli want to remain a drifter? a loser wif no sense of direction? well, as much as i like 2 admit tt i like bein a loser.. the expectations r very minimal.. its kinda draining me.. no point la. being sucked into being a true loser. ahaaz.. all i need now is someone 2 tell me that.. oh wait.. sum1 juz did.. wat a coincidence. mabbe i shld juz become a religious dude-person. spend my life in some institution studying religion. mabbe, yea, juz mabbe.. ohh man.. wat m i talking? (english.. i noe.. shut up)
wat im doin now? waitin 4 my family to return. they went to sembawang.. uncles place. got some kinda maulut i guess.. well y im not there? simple.. got 2 much hwk.. plus i dun like 2 go to tis kinda congregations. relli feel outa place.. hahaz..sigh. mom made grilled fish 4 me.. damn big.. haha.. cant eat it finish.. but wth? its damn tasty.. tink she knew i wuzznt goin.. hahaz. oh yea, turns out my bro got her a nice pair of shoes. haha.. saw e receipt.. $300 haha.. surely he got some cash frm dad.. so i guess $50 isnt tt much then huh? well, tt makes me broke.. i got wat? $10 left now.. how 2 go watch spider-man n e euro finals in town? plus top up me fare card?
hahaz.. on a brighter note.. im home alone.. e weather is great.. dun feel like goin out.. mabbe ill laze arnd n do some studying.. is it me or has stufying become trendy recently? i kinda like studying.. haha.. woohoo.. its official. ive gone crazy.