I saw your sweet shyness, all through the years,
That ever present smile, I knew was sincere,
I basked in love you gave me so true,
So you see, my eyes beheld a miracle in you,
I heard your kind voice in many different key,
The one I heard best was the key just for me,
The sound of your step as you entered the room,
Made me hear sweet laughter and chased away gloom,
I still smell the fragrances that remind me of you,
Our strolls in the mornings, the air fresh with dew,
The sweat on your body after working all day,
Then the sweet clean smell, after bathing it away,
I touched you with love, and anger as well,
I touched you with warmth, never cold you could tell,
I touched your lips, and your eyes that were blind,
To all the many faults that were especially mine,
I still taste the sweet pleasures we so eagerly spent,
The taste for a time was bitter, but now I must relent,
For you taught me lessons in living that were ever so true,
Life is just what you make it, so its all up to you,
You fill my souls cellar with memories so rare,
May your earthly transition be just and fair,
For come some tomorrow we may meet someplace,
Two souls forever entwined in a lasting embrace.
*did tis wif a help of a friend last year..*
29.06.2004
6/29/2004 09:49:00 pmhaiz.. dunno to b happy or sad.. get pes 'a' for medical check-up.. so much for not goin 2 ns..(*sobs*).. haha.. now muz concentrate on passin napfa test.. lol.. haha.. hee.. got 2 skip skool 2dy to go to cmpb.. haha.. found out tt got lotsa other jj students there.. khai, wan, eugene.. plus e ppl who i went wif- wei lun, imran, chinmay n zamir.. haha.. relli wierd.. i initially got hung up coz i didnt enlist properly.. the others got an hr head start.. they were havin their check up while i wuz waitin at e lounge.. haha.. i so guai.. spent time doin my econs! imagine that! lol.. aniway, caught up wif e rest.. n even finished b4 them.. lol.. e questionaire damn funny.. like SAT leh.. haha.. got e sequence qn.. so easy.. den ask physics qns.. wth? i arts student la!! haha.. den after that.. i got nothin 2 do.. so i was poking the blisters on my palm - e 1s i got yesterday.. haha.. it burst.. haha.. so funny.. lolz.. haha..
den after tt go to tiong bahru plaza to eat at ljs.. kaoz.. e henderson n gan eng seng girls damn chio.. haha.. wth? felt awkward wearin my pe shorts n hist camp t-shirt.. haha.. den got tis girl keep lookin at me.. haha.. no la.. tink i paranoid.. muz b lookin at e.. uh.. wall behind me? or e other ppl? haha dunno la.. dun care.. hahaz.. my body still aches.. dunno y? wth? tink i gtg sleep.. but i scared never wake up.. still got lotsa hwk 2 do.. hmm.. shld start doin now.. hahaz
Monday, June 28, 2004
28.06.2004
6/28/2004 10:13:00 pmhaha.. song bo? first day of skool!! hahaz.. still groggy frm watchin czech republic trash denmark. hahaz.. i had predicted well.. most of e boys wld b talking bout it.. hmm.. so today ar?.. wat happened ar? haha.. nothing much.. lolz.. normal lessons.. normal boring faces.. hmm.. haha.. i actually got to do some studyin in skool 2day.. mucho gracias to Kennard n Wei lun. oso found out frm reliable yr1 sources that our skool uniform, well, its goin the way of the dinosaur.. hahaz! not totally extinct (remember.. crocodiles r dinosaurs!) yeappers.. monday gotta go formal wif tie summore.. wah kaoz?! but den, can wear berms n shite.. haha.. now gotta get up earlier.. hmm.. juz hope it duzznt affect us yr2s..
on a lighter note.. played soccer 2dy during pe!! haha.. but had 2 do chin-up trainin first.. man.. felt paiseh leh.. every1 playin.. but i stuck wif ziqin (ok la.. no prob) n guorong(?!)- e other failures of our class.. haiz.. haa.. got blister leh!.. but nvm.. soccer was fun.. tink i played ok.. abit kan cheong.. but nvm.. assist 3 goals.. haha.. cld haf scored 1 oso.. but alvin too big?! (no la.. i suck)..
shit.. now gotta do econs essays, geog mindmap (haiz!) but haha.. 2morrow not goin skool! got medical ba.. haha..
first things first...
6/28/2004 10:08:00 pmahh.. hmm.. so i too haf been sucked into this weird fad.. first digimons way back when the cows could fly, then it was wwe cards, then came the friendster fad.. haha.. always tot i was one step above the crowd. alas! the slithery tentacles of the fad demon reaches farther deeper into my ivory tower as i had previously expected.. but not to worry, i shall use this new watchamacallit to my advantage. where simple-minded, gorked and ignoramus people post impertinent and pointless blabber (should rename this thing 'blab' instead of 'blog') i shall put foward my greatest literary works..and the occasional peep into me life.. easy said even if i hate literarure and every thing artsy-fartsy.. and drying dirty laundry for all to see.. mwahaha!
but seriuzly, why do we bother with tis crap? no one reads any of tis crap! n if anyone does read my stuff, haiz.. relli nothing to do ar? dammit.. i haf been reduced into the ranks of a heartlander.. bah! haha.. juz kidding..